Seek Him First

Day 8

I’m going through many changes in my business that is exciting and yet intimidating. As my business model evolves I have an overwhelming sense of urgency to plan and organize and to make sure, as my Mamaw always said, to ‘get my ducks in a row’. So as I was thinking about all these things this morning, the thought crossed my mind that I needed to hurry up and get my devotional ‘taken care of’. I needed to check that off my list of to do’s for today.

Well, wouldn’t you know, I turn directly to Matthew 6:33 that says to “Seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.” Busted again! My mind was already on to the things of the day that I felt were most important and I’m ashamed to admit that spending time with the Lord was not the first priority that came to my mind as I was thinking ahead. It should have been. I know better. I spend a lot of time in church and we have a wonderful pastor. I teach Sunday school. I tell them every week to be sure to spend time in prayer and Bible study and yet I failed to “Seek Him first” at a time when it is extremely important.
As I am making decisions and establishing systems and strategies that will have a major impact on the lives of others, why would I not have an even stronger desire than usual to seek out God’s wisdom? I guess there are a lot of reasons including too much to do and too little time or too much confidence in my own abilities. But primarily I was failing to recognize the awesome power that comes with aligning with God’s will, His plan and His purpose for my very existence. There is nothing more important – not now and not ever.
But, I’m also reminded that God gives us all a fresh start every day. Thank you, Lord, for second chances. Thank you for the comfort in knowing that my salvation is not dependent upon my own successes or failures. What a relief!